Wednesday, 12 August 2009

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    Turn on the Bright Lights
    By Interpol
    obstacle1
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    so, i don't really know what to say.  i'm getting bored.  i think i've cleaned about everything i can possibly clean.  i really enjoy not having a "job." it's a nice break.  i don't have to go be somewhere i hate eight hours a day, five days a week.  but i feel really unfulfilled.  i'm not sure what i expected from being a housewife but this wasn't it.  i guess i thought i'd be okay staying at home and cleaning and cooking and grocery shopping.  and i guess i thought that would be enough for me.  but i am sad to say that it isn't.  i don't know what i'm looking for, and i don't know what i want.  and i don't know if it's sinful for me to be discontent with where i am in my life right now.  i hope not.  but i don't know.  i suppose i'll just have to hope and pray.

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  • texasbananas

    I don't think it's sinful to feel unfulfilled. Perhaps you could find something to do, such as volunteering somewhere. Or, you know, you could visit me.

  • thisspiltmilk

    @texasbananas - i would love to volunteer somewhere or nanny for someone for free but i know absolutely no one.  the only person out here i know is my grandmother and my husband.

  • texasbananas

    @thisspiltmilk - I don't know anyone who needs a nanny there, but my dad might. I looked up some volunteer opportunities.
    http://www.volunteermatch.org/search/opp401031.jsp
    http://www.volunteermatch.org/search/opp263555.jsp
    http://www.volunteermatch.org/search/opp56499.jsp
    Or you could volunteer at a hospital, or maybe a school.

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